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that I've been dreading since before baby Colin was even born. Today is when my maternity leave is officially over and I have to go back to work. I always knew it would be hard to go back to work but I never could have imagine how it would break my heart the way it has. My heart aches. My eyes sting from how many tears I've shed. My stomach is in knots. I just feel drained and empty. I know he will be ok which I'm not sure if that makes me feel better or worse. I want him to want his momma lol Honestly though, I know he will be ok. I know he is in good hands. I know financially it makes sense for me to go back to work. I know it's good for me to have some adult interaction. I also know I was lucky to have 10 great weeks at home with Colin. I know all of this but it isn't making today any easier on me. I just need to be sad for a little while.
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It's OK to be sad. Make sure you go see him on your lunch break. You'll need an extra cuddle by then. It's hard to be at work, but someday it will be a little easier to walk out the door for it.
I don't get to leave for lunch anymore :(
My heart is aching for you. Hang in there, it HAS to get better!
Its ok to be sad. It sucks. But, you'll be okay, and Colin will definitely be okay (spoiled, but ok, lol), and like Janna said, eventually it won't suck quite as bad. Good luck! *hugs*
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